am i rude?

 im getting stressed up in this family..huh..im tired..i dont wanna be in this situation anymore..its sucks ok!
im scared bcos,next week is my first exam..lak trbawak2 rasa stress yaa and then cannot focus on studies..i dont want it to be like that..what i want is,bwk bincang,relax,and so on..i know my dad is stress tho..he always moody nowadays..it is bcos of us..my siblings..nakal..xdgr kata..huh..sbb our attitude juak kdg2..we are rude to him..i really wnna say sorry to him,but it is very hard to say it! i dont know how?! the uhh situation is always not right..gosh..i was very rude..this is not what i want!
i think we really need vacation..also alot of money..money makes everything perfect! love,happy etc etc
many people says that,LOVING eachother is more important than a money..for me,i choose both! money and love! money is number 1..erghhhhh! xlmk gila aku! i will tell the story later..i'll be bck..

to be continued..:(